Saturday, October 16, 2010

For LOVE

I'll hold onto my phone while sleeping, just in case he can't sleep and I'll be available
I'll pretend that I need to wake up as early as he does, so that I could give him a morning call
I'll push away all my dates just to spend time with him at home doing nothing
I'll travel all the way from west to east, just to keep him accompany
I'll spend my time watching movies that he likes with him
I'll try to pick up things that he like so that we have the common topics
I don't mind being 'just his friend' to his friends
I'll spend my only off day with him
I'll make no plans so that he can have me anytime he wants
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But so what? These are nothing. Well, I blame no one because I'm the one who brought this to myself. I fell in love with him so deeply despite knowing that love can hurt me again, just like before.

But I never regret. Looking into his eyes, I felt assurance. Hugging him, I felt love. Kissing him, I felt I'm on the top of the world. These are the feelings that no one can ever bring me, for I will never fall in love with other ever again. I trust no one.