Why can't you understand what I want? I don't need you to be with me like always, I don't need you to commit your day to me, I don't need you to hold me every minute every second.

I just want you to love me and care for me like you did in past, is it that hard? Yes I will never understand and I won't want to. Call me immature or inconsiderate, selfish, whatever okay.

I'm not pissed or anything, I'm just heartbroken. It's so hard to accept the fact and I find it hard to swallow, why can't I be stronger like I used to?

Why have I weakened? I hate being like this yet I can't control it, will I ever get pass this? Why do you chose to leave me after you've got a place in my heart?