I seriously don't know what every one wants from me. What should I do to make every one happy and satisfied? Seriously, I'm so tired, really very tired, I don't know what to do what to say and think of what that is positive. Can I just disappear from this surface and never to appear again? Guess no one will notice or care anyway. Not trying to be emo or writing some suicidal post but damn! If you were me, I guess you would have jump down from this goddamn 17 storey I tell you.